Saturday, November 26, 2011

~Reflection and Goals


This week’s assignment is
to reflect on my overall Spiritual, Psychological, and Physical wellness 
and rate it from 1-10, 10 being optimal.

Personally, I am not really sure how to answer that….

Optimal...compared to whom?

To me....I am relatively okay.  I believe I am a well rounded individual who is closer to my God now than ever before, I have no real health problems yet could stand to improve physically, and although not without my bumps and bruises from life’s lessons over the years, I remain sitting firmly on this side of the rubber room, so overall I’m thinking a solid 6. HaHa

However I think the question is trying to go a bit deeper and I just do not have it in me to dig at this time.
  
Over the last few years I have been on a personal journey of transformation.   I am gaining knowledge through the courses I take at Kaplan in many different areas and am gaining personal and professional insights and wisdom through my career as well as personal life (both of which are submerged in human services).  Developing my knowledge in the areas of psychology, behavior (others’ as well as my own), spiritual growth, well being, fitness, aging, happiness and many more are helping me grow as an individual which in turn helps me help others.

My goal for psychological, spiritual, and physical wellness is to continue on my educational path of knowledge and growth.   I believe the knowledge I am gaining helps my confidence and self esteem which in turn improves my overall psychological wellbeing as well as my physical and spiritual wellbeing seeing that the mind, body, and spirit are interconnected. I work out regularly and plan to continue and even increase my physical fitness training over the next few months.  I struggle with my spiritual growth yet have increased prayer and overall time I spend in search of a relationship with God over the past few years.  I have to become more intentional and plan to add meditation or time to “be still” to my day with the intention of growing in this area.

I am going to be intentional in my desire for integral health and be conscious and mindful to acknowledge that my life is unique, precious, and worthy and that human life in general holds unique and precious opportunities.  I am going to cultivate an attitude of loving-kindness everyday (I believe this is one area where my reactive awareness shows up and shows out regularly).  Although I display loving-kindness to all people respectfully and regularly I still react poorly to life’s “bumps” and the poor behaviors of others which then in turn puts me back in a bad place within my personal growth and integral health. I plan on working harder to not be reactive conscious and strive harder for unity consciousness and finally I will find time daily to sit in silence and contemplate life and love, peace, and joy, and integral health and healing to increase my life experience and level of consciousness.

Participating in the relaxation exercise for class this week was enjoyable and peaceful.  The title “The Crime of the Century” left me bewildered.  I am not really sure I understand the title, hmmm I wonder now if I was in the correct place at all…oh well, the good thing about relaxation is that is tends to (at least for the moment) give you a sense of “who cares, I’m relaxed and at peace with it”  J  Regardless of whether I was in the correct exercise or not, the relaxation exercise that I participated in was successful in helping me focus my energy, to think positive affirming thoughts about myself and to relax my spirit which in turn helps me to return to the responsibilities of my life with a renewed sense of peace and joy which is the purpose of meditation, relaxations, and focusing energy to begin with.

I am on a journey....
and the exciting part about it is that it can go in a wonderfully new direction and change daily, and that the power is in my thoughts and actions to make it do so.

~Sandy